A conclusion is the place where you get tired of thinking

Once debate is over, i'm going to go home and cry my eyes out, regardless of the results...........

don't ask why, guess it's just another milestone in my life i have to get over with and move on....

This is just effin stupid

me chattin wif indian stranger
me indian dude
you are now chattin with a random stranger. Say hi!
hi
hi
asl?
f or m?
17 f malaysia
I'm 19 m India
u noe whr malaysia is?
yes of course
ofofmy fav places
really?!
gr8 place
yup
gr8 like u
u've been here b4
hahahaha, sure
lolz
wat abt India?
so how r u?
hnmmm
india is a nyc place too
like normal
hope u hv heard abt it
of course
hahahaha
we watch hindi movies here
it's like every sat at 2 on national tv
so wats ur name miss stranger....dats wat I hv to call u now
really...
dats nyc...
u no hindi
seriously, u're not malaysian if u haven't heard of India
not hindi
very far from that
haha
so I take it u're hindi
wich movie
like duh!
yup
there's so many
i am hindi
u???
some are like blockbusters
wats ur fav
like all those shah rukh khan, hritik roshan
hey n wats ur name.... sweeet miss stranger
and some are like b-grade
jane
ya, lolz....
nyc name
hi jane i am safal
studyin, workin?
so u do understand sum hindi
well, studyin
i noe pyarr means love
after all i am only 19
hu noes
wow
wat else
errr,that's abt it
wat abt u?
wat do u do
studyin
double duh
only 17
owww, sweet 17
wana be 17 again
really
u wudn't
17 is a time of major exams here
but wat do life goes on'
ohhh
it's like do badly, and no scholarsips or good uni admissions
ADB to u then
all the best... ADB
oh ok
so jane, wat r ur hobbies
??
mock ppl
wow
dats y I'm here
sometimes u come across perverted ppl
best time to mock
heyy i'm not like dat
yeah
ya
so wat do u think
i noe how to spot a perv
can we be gud frens
they'll be like
jane
wana suck my dick while i fuck ur ass
yeah
lolz, thx..
bt how?
heyyy... u're on facebook
nope
i'm serious
well ok
my dad has 1 and i don't
twitter
well den get 1
plz... dyin for ur friendship
i
am
ur
buddy
pal
:]
hahahaha
i thought India has over a billion ppl
so
wat....
dun u hv frens among the billion ppl?
i hv
but u noe wat...we indians love to make more and more friends
it never stops
love has no limits
:]
wat say?
HMMMM, NO!!!!

you have disconnected


Thx chan, for corruptin me by introducin the website
Now all I do is mock losers frm arnd the world

can call all you want, but there's no one home, and you're not gonna reach my telephone

I'm went Chan Sze Wei's CNY Party on Sunday. It's great, cause get to see all the teacher's from primary school, especially teacher Marsiah. Let me tell you, she is still as horny as ever. This one young guy tried to limpas her cuz she block kan, so she stepped aside and said, "cute oh the guy kan" in front of her husband. The woman never changed.

Since I am within the vicinity of a webcam, apa lagi, camwhore lar! Then I tried to upload the pics but FAILED! Oh well, what to do.... God I miss Tengku Juliana AKA Tungsten now. I miss her hair the most. It's so fluffy. Tu lar kau pergi SMESH! You think so nice kah leave me alone here with no one's hair to molest. Haiz, at least Landy's hairy body parts can substitute. Her hand alone, like a rug! Don't bah, you know I'm just jokin kan Landy Habibi Mazimoto.

IT'S OFFICIAL, I'M LADY GAGA-OBSESSED!!!!

I want her to come down to Malaysia to perform and meet her in person. She's just awesome. Heard her new song, Telephone? Very very nice kan. If you haven't, you're a nerd! Enough said

Another thing I'm obsessed about is Dalja's Spring. Basically it's a K-Drama airing on KBS channel now. Every Mon-Thurs, from 10.10-11.20 at night. It's the only series I'd drop anything to watch it.

Fine, maybe the lead guy and girl isn't that hot. But don't judge a book by it's cover, or in this case, a drama by the looks of it's actors. It's seriously good.

I don't know if I should say this, cuz chan might kill me, but I think I'm more excited about drama than I am about debate. And I'm not even in drama. Meanwhile, I just became Landay's favourite person apart from her geng Duduk Belakang. :p

The Hate Post

I hate the debate topics for this year. What the hell man! Change is not progress?! Want to kill us one by one bah this kan! Siapa bah si smartass yang think it's so funny to use dat, pervs!

So I guess the holidays won't be the holidays for me lar now, cause you know, got latihan debate and all. Story of my life lar kan. And then, guess what happened in class? Teacher Siska said to me kan, in front of the whole entire class, "Mirabel, you more playful this year." There, the one freaking statement freaked me out. ONE FREAKING SENTENCE ! I scared oh, what if I lose to unknown people in SPM, in my glory YEARS? Oh shit, I can't imagine!

And now, I'm in a dilemma. It's a feeling that I really hate. Last time, it was if I choose between debate and mooting. Now, I'm pretty sure I'm going to choose both. Then it was my public speaking speech topic. I wanted to do one on gay rights, which I have already and it is such a pretty and magical script. Unfortunately, since we live in a country where even a simple peck on the lips shown on tv is cut out, I don't think I can present that for the competition.And yes, I'm still searching.

Now, this. Am I willing to go to New Zealand for a year on a student exchange programe? It's not that simple because if I were to go, I would miss out on scholarship applications and I don't know if I can afford to do that. My mummy say kan I'm the best hope for scholarship in my family. I know I'm vain, and I own it. I'm a vain Bi-atch baby! But if I were to go, I'll go to high school there for a year and maybe just continue staying my university in NZ. Dilemma, dilemma.

I can't do all this right now. I need to go back to Form 1. It was a heck lot easier facing life then. Oh, and to Landy, make sure we win drama okay? Must!

If I had a penny for every time I wrote 4ST instead of 5ST.....

It's official, all teachers are targeting me! You guys think so nice kah to call out my name every time in class. I know lar bah I'm the only one who is daring enough to stand up to you, mock you and be frank with you, but still... I'm kinda asking for it though I gotta admit that. Then again, I just can't stand being around the stupidity that teachers create. BLAME IT ON MY PARENTS!

You see, my mum went to high school(well, a year only, but still) and university in Canada, and dad was uni-educated in London, so they always encourage me to speak my mind. I'm sorry if it bothers some teachers here, but I'm glad I'm not molded to be according to some Asian "sensibilities" that in class, all I can do is sit, listen, shut up and absorb any information that the teachers spoon-feeds. HARSH, yes, but true nevertheless.

Oh whatever, a few years to go and I will finally express my thoughts without the fear of being expelled or something ugly like that.

I'm so glad my parent's are weird but awesome in their own way though, even though I complain like a female dog on steroids. I MEAN... Dad just bought a Pearl (IT'S A BRAND) drum set, a Yamaha keyboard and an Ibanez bass guitar out of the blue. But get this, none of us siblings know how to play ANY musical instruments.

But nooooo, now he thinks he can cram lessons into our poor heads and god willing, be able to play all of it ASAP. Oh daddy, hmmmm... We just had a guy come over and teach us the drums but I quit halfway. BORING!!!!!! I know I sound like an ungrateful child but the thing is, I AM AN UNGRATEFUL CHILD, when it comes to learning music at least.

Well hey, at least my parents can be cool when they try.

________________________________________

Me Mum

Try you check the flight to Singapore. Cheap kan.

*see the price*It's fine

You wanna go this June holiday? Got the big sale you know.

Yeah yeah sure mummy. *as if it would happen*

Help book the flight. You big girl already kan, take my credit card.

Wait, are you serious?!

Yeah lar, just the two of us go. Biar your daddy yang jaga tu budak lain. Both of us deserve a break.

F, you are serious!

When there's a credit card involve, I'm always serious.

You didn't take too many "happy" pills now did you?!

You ni kan, don't go lar if like that.

Okay okay, I wana go!

Then stop talking.

For once, I'll listen to you :)

_________________________________________

Yup, within the span of 35 minutes, my mum decided that we are going to Singapore. My mum's crazy, and I love her for it.

invisible

YOU JUST SEE RIGHT THRU ME,

IF YOU ONLY KNEW ME,

WE COULD BE A BEAUTIFUL MIRACLE,

UNBELIEVABLE,

INSTEAD I'M JUST INVISIBLE