To be honest, being in KY makes me feel...... sad? I don't know. I'm just not use to the crowd I guess. There's something about high school friends (especially the ones that I have) that sort of have me compare every single person I've come to know to them. High school friends are indeed the best <3
8 Things That Attract Me to My Best Friends
1) Honesty.
2) They have a certain aspect of them that I respect. I can only be with people whom I respect. So yes, I respect my friends. Every one of them.
3) The ability to bullshit creatively. Very important.
4) They are happy with themselves. Meaning they do not try to be anyone else but themselves.
5) Supportive.
6) Clever and witty.
7) Not desperate or/and conceited. I loathe desperate and conceited people.
8) A bunch of weirdos, just like ME :)
On another note, I know to some people there, I can come off as bitchy and a know-it-all. I KNOW. I'm not proud of it, I have character flaws, and so many of them in fact. Work-in-progress. That I am. But sometimes, I just don't have the energy to care about what other people think. I don't live for YOUR approval anyway.
By no means am I having a shitty time here though. Somehow, KY has also been an amazing experience. Like guess who's the sexay-tary for the Debate Club? Sigh, I'm crazy I know. Debating skills at varsity level is so not my thing. I need to improve my ability to bullshit, my skills are deteriorating. But that's life right? You throw caution to the wind, say "Eff it! (:D)" and just do it.
Somehow I have a sinking feeling that I'll come to regret this later. Sigh
I really don't know what else to write. But this goes out to one guy though. Judging me before you even know me? Oh, and not being ashamed to tell other people exactly how you feel? You really do know the way to a girl's heart don't you?
Honey, tread carefully here. I came from an all-girls school and if you bite, I'll bite back. Just don't cross the line cause I'll end you.
And I'll make it look like an accident.
Bell
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