MY FIRST BLOG !!!!!!!!!!Before i start a proper blog, i want to introduce myself to everyone first.I have a unique name, Mirabel.... Nice right..... i always wonder how my mum gave such a name and she said she was just flippin through the book of babies names and she thought it was a nice name...... So there you go, i got my name from a 30 second flip through a book.... how dramatic *rolls eyes*...I'm 16 this year and NOT looking forward to be 17 (I barely survived PMR)..... I have issues with growin older okay !(don't we all).... I mean i look very mature for my age so a common problem for me is having older guys (waaaay older then acceptable) hittin on me..... i'm not being dramatic, it's the truth...I would want to talk about my familiy but who does that in blogs ????? That's so not being a teenager..... well, let's just cover the basics, i have a dad and a mum (duh!) and three younger brothers....... I know, imagine being the eldest and also the only girl with three younger brothers !!!!! It's a miracle i'm still alive after all the screaming and hitting each other incidents...I go to an all girls' school which had its glory years before my year.... so it means it kinda sucks now because all the terrific teachers and students have move on to greener pastures while i'm stuck with the not so good ones, still i love my school even though it looks like a car workshop (seriously!) because all the memories that i have there.... I mean i might say bad things about it but my heart is still in that particular school....I don't have that much friends but it's okay with me because i don't want just hi and bye type of friends..... i want a long and meaningful friendship, the type that can only be shared by with a few people..... I'm not condemning the other people who are social butterflies, it's just that i've seen people who puts on a different mask when hangin out with different people until they don't know who they are anymore..... i want people to love for me and not for who they want me to be.... Okay, that was deep.....I'm a Christian and i really do love my God.... He has done so many things for me and I know that in the world we live in right now, we need to look to God for protection and guidance because only He is smarter than the devil.... There are so many incidences that has happen to me that broke my heart but i'm grateful for it because without it, I wouldn't have found God...Having said that, i'm still what people consider a worldly person.... I don't spend that much time reading the bible or praying and meditating like a Christian should... I think i will do that after writing this blog (hmmm....)I think that's about it for now.... Oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i am a malaysian.... If you don't know where malaysia is, take the world map and look for thailand.... M'sia is right below it.....So i guess after reading, you can summaries that i am just a boring, normal, nothing-special girl which perhaps i am.... but if i am lucky that someone stumbles upon this humble blog of mine, i want you to know that i have a lot of opinions on a lot of things and i don't have the intention of keeping it to myself.... Well, i gues this is goodbye.... For now